Bm
Drowning in the Blue Nile
G
He sent me Downtown Lights
Bm
I hadn't heard it in a while
My boredom was bone deep
G
This cage was once just fine
Am I allowed to cry
Bm
I dream of cracking locks
G
Throwing my life to the wolves
Or the ocean rocks
Bm
Crashing into him tonight
He's a paradox
I'm seeing visions
GD/F#
Am I bad or mad or wise
AD
What if he's written "mine"
A
On my upper thigh
G
Only in my mind
D
One slip, I'm falling back
Into the hedge maze
AG
Oh, what a way to die
I keep recalling
A
Things we never did
D
Messy top lip kiss
D/F#
How I long for our trysts
G
Without ever touching his skin
ABm
How can I be guilty as sin
G
I keep these longings locked
Bm
In lowercase inside a vault
Someone told me there's no such things
G
As bad thoughts
Only your actions talk
Bm
These fatal fantasies
G
Giving way too labored breath
Taking all of me
Bm
We've already done it in my head
If it's make believe
G
Why does it feel like a vow
D/F#
We'll both uphold somehow
AD
What if he's written "mine"
A
On my upper thigh
G
Only in my mind
D
One slip, I'm falling back
Into the hedge maze
AG
Oh, what a way to die
My bedsheets are ablaze
A
I've screamed his name
D
Building up like waves
D/F#
Crashing over my grave
G
Without ever touching his skin
AD
How can I be guilty as sin
AD
What if I roll the stone away
They're gonna crucify me anyway
A
What if the way you hold me
D
Is actually what's holy
If long suffering propiety is
A
What they want from me
D
They don't know how you've
Bm
haunted me so stunningly
GA
I choose you and me, religously
What if he's written "mine"
On my upper thigh
G
Only in my mind
D
One slip, I'm falling back
Into the hedge maze
AG
Oh, what a way to die
I keep recalling
A
Things we never did
D
Messy top lip kiss
D/F#
How I long for our trysts
G
Without ever touching his skin
AD
How can I be guilty as sin
AD
He sent me downtown lies
AD
I hadn't heard it in a while
AG
Am I allowed to cry